Thank you for your great question!
There is a difference between “spirituality” and “religion” or to practice “religious rituals” and/ or to be associated with a particular faith.
Spirituality is not a ritual neither a religion. It is simply “self transformation.”
You live with your father. He is your family. Similarly, a BK soul that you get to meet, has been your “family” for many births. Visit your family as well….. don’t deny the opportunity to settle your karmic accounts…:-)
To be by yourself without the company of BK souls is basically denying yourself the opportunity to learn by looking at your own “mirror.” That is your choice. It is not necessary to be with them, as it appears you have made up your mind and describe yourself as “not needing that.”
In Spirituality, it is not compulsory to be affiliated to a BK center nor to go to class. You are getting all that material on the net, but you are not experiencing your “unlimited relatives.” 🙂 “Live.” BapDada will give you blessings. We are “children of God” whether we attend the BK center or not.
Spiritual growth is not meant to “separate” BKs from non-BKs. It appears to me that “your significant reasons” are more important than to visit your “unlimited family” and say hello once in a while… 🙂
If you HAVE NO INTENTION for married life, I hope that you have “significant reasons” as well for that… 🙂 There is a difference between marriage and vice as you know, and you will not be able to live with your father all the time.
In the world of “significant reasons,” we hurt ourselves due to ego. If you have pure feelings and good wishes for all, then you will be alright if those “significant reasons” are beyond your control.
Please consider if ego is not part of that reasoning.
All the best to you!